Siapakah? Apakah? Mengapakah??

As-Salam..

Last day management ward Puteri, yeay! Finally berakhir sudah managing wad tu, walaupun 2minggu je da mula faham laa susah jugak jadi misi ni. Kesimpulannya tak semua indah, tak semua pahit, yang penting kau kena alert, nak2 pulak time pakar tengah round, alert lah docs nk referral letter ke, form Xray ke hape ke, kalo kau tengah menngelamun *yang terkadangnya aku lah tu* memang kena marah laa.. padan laa muka tu.. Haha

Well, hari last ni macam2 lah jugak insiden yang jadi. Macam pagi tadi mula passing report, aku ngantuk gile, mungkin lah kesan pengambilan nasi lemak di pagi hari, nak2 pulak nasi lemak pakcik tu memang berlemak, aisey ngantuk gile, baru 5min masuk wad dah mula berharap bila laa nak balik ni..? Adoi, ahaha..

Incharge jaga acute cubicle, ada sorang makcik ni da Day2 Intubation, pagi tuu jugak kena CPR, then she's back to ok, but then monitoring BP memang makin rendah, at one time mesin tak dapat baca BP dia, try manual pun memang da tak dengar langsung, pulse pun tak dapat detect, then secara tiba2 asystole .. 

Hmm, tenang aje suasana masa dia pergi, dengar bunyi mesin saja, there's nothing more we can do, we've tried our best, but ternyata Allah lebih sayangkan dia. Bila relatives dia tengok nangis2 semua, I was like ok takpe biasa lah tu, kita cube tenangkan hati diorang, tapi bila datang anak2 dia yang kecik2 lagi sekolah rendah memang menangis tu teresak2 panggil "...mak..mak." 

Ya Allah memang sangat sedih rasa, kita yang mulanya berlagak cool ni pun tetibe termenangis sekali kot. 1st time nangis bila berdepan dgn kematian patients, sebelum ni pernah handle body tapi biasa ja, cuma harini je, memang takboleh laa.. Dalam hati ada kolam..

Tapi kite kena cover tak boleh tunjuk depan diorang, emm takziah, hanya mampu sedekahkan Al-Fatihah dan Yassin buat arwah, semoga rohnya tenang dan dipermudahkan urusan kubur dan akhirat kelak. Amin..

Then, as usual everything when just ok.. smooth aje *halussss* eh btw, its been great working with this two new HO, baik sangat peramah, bantu membantu, yeay for dr. ella and dr. farah! Harini jugak ada laa kami buat makan2 sikit kn, pulut kuning dengan rendang ayam. Masuk la pantri ni nak makan, cedok2 baik punya, dok sebelah dokter2 ni haa, sambil bergelak2 menyembang, baru cubit ayam sikit then tetibe ketepukk ayam terbang,! setempek terpalit ayam punya rendang kat uniform, gile clumsy kau masa tu, habih uniform kotor dek kuah rendang, i was like, "...pfftt, arghhhhhhhhhh.." semua pandang je, pergh malu laa.. Terus cancel nak makan, g cuci, memang sangat comot keadaan masa tu, dengan basahnye lencun baju tu, tapi argghhh persetan itu semua, hidup perlu diteruskan, makan aje dengan selambe rock biarpun air muka dah senget sikit. Ahaha, yah itulah Food Fighters sebenar, wuhuuu!

Hmmm, last minute sebelum balik lak, sebelum pass over report terjumpa balik dengan bebudak JMP, memang sempoi, "..hai kak mun, hai kak mun...", then tetibe lak adik junior datnag berlari2, sambil pegang kek, 

"..kak mun, nah amik ni,"

"..apa ni..?"

"..amik laa, kite kasi kat kak.."

"..alamak, sweetnye, owww~.."

"..kak mun..sayaaangg akak..!"

Alamak terharu rase,... :'), so haa lawak pulak dah macam karangan haa menaipnya.. Complete story, but actually tak secomplete mana laa, hmm I know and I do think that people will say 

"Hey who cares 'bout what happenin' in ur day and ur life, I don't give a shit 'bout it,.."

I mean like who cares right, cerite ape? haha, but its okay, I wrote, I left here my stories in my blog, hey man this is my territory. So, ikut suke kite laa nak tulis ape pun, awak tak suke awak jangan bace, taknak tengok pun takpe, kite tak kisah, kite merepek je banyak kat sini, after all its not an official blogs kan, tak pernah terfikir pun add Nuffnang ke advertise ke.. Ada yang suruh advertise je tapi for me, its my personal blog, I don't like it to advertise for commercial purposes, who happend to found and read my blog, its okay, I'm honoured. 

Boooo, malu aje, takyah laaa advertise..!

Hahahaaha..

 Ok, I'm done. Nak senyum kejap, :) ngeeeeee~~~

Eh, tetibe aje. Haha, Pish!

Wassalam.

Rasa macam ade orang tengah stalking blog kite lah sekarang ni...uhuhu

haa awak tu! ye awak lah, jangan buat2 tak ngaku ye..

p/s: Balik wad tido sampai tak ingat dunia, buka mata terus bangun macam hantu and cakap, eh dah malam ke?? ahaahaa, teruk bebeno.

Mx

As-Salam..

Arini keje petang, so apa lagi, bangun lewat, cuci muke, buka lappy, on9, scroll down, up, down, recumbent position balik, bancuh susu, potato bread berketul2, nyum nyum, seterika uniform, mandi, makan, then off to hospital.. Aish, bosan kan bunyi..? Haha, KB got no interesting place to jog laa, not like KK, hijau...sejuk..uuuu~~ I love KK more than KB, hehe.

Emm minggu ni dah masuk 2nd week management ward Medikal, Puteri. Ok, so far so good, at first memang lah aku ni lembab mengalahkan siput, blurr aje macam tak tahu satu benda. Aish, haa padan laa muka bila kena marah, so berbekalkan modal membuat muka comel di hadapan staff nurse bole laa at least menagih simpati, ehehe hati yang dok tengah panas pun bole sejuk, cool aje... 

Tak semua SN yang baik2 giler, memang laa cenge (garang) macam tengah datang bulan, tapi dalam cenge2 dia pun dia ajar jugak, kena ketuk tangan pun takpe lah SN, saya merelakan, salah saya jugak, for being so lembab..uhuhu~ 

Tapi hey dah masuk 2nd week dah ni, da nak habis dah, 4 hari aje lagi ni, bertahan...~~~ So belajar lagi untuk menjadi lebih pantas, cekap, efektif dan produktif!! wuhuuu... At least aku rasa ada laa perubahan pre and post. Aku rasa personally aku bole buat, mesti lah kena yakin bole, kalo tak yakin memang ko tak kemana laa, kan?

Ok, masuk wad, abaikan kejap hal2 personal ni, tapi kadang fikiran aku ni melayang jugak fikirkan macam2 hal yang jadi, tapi dah2 kena cepat2 hapuskan semua awan2 nano di atas kepala, syuhhh syuhhh pain pain go away, come again some other day.! ~Dear Rosemary_FF~ :D

 Ok, buckle up. Jom teruskan hari anda dengan semangat yang membara, life is simple, work is work, buat aje takyah fikir benda tu bebanan sangat, kan senang. 

~cuba berfikir secara positif :) ~

Pish!

p/s : Da lama tak angkat peace sambil tersenyum kambing..aishhh.

Thank You, awak.. :)

As-Salam..

One great morning, spending my time with you just now.

Oh can't stop smiling right now, :)

I feel so free, I've told you everything, we've come clean. 

Thank you for understanding, thank you for listening, thank you for being so patient with me and my attitude, thank you for accepting me for who I am, thank you for sharing moments, thank you for the meals, thank you for letting me know everything, thank you for liking me, thank you for all the hopes and wishes, thank you for accepting me without my make-up on, thank you for the good night and morning wishes, just thank you and thank you for everything awak.. 

:)

Yah, I like you too, I'm only praying for the best in this relationship. I hope it last, I hope we can be togather like we've plan, I hope only for the best. 

Dear God, thank you for everything. 

Again, I just can't stop smiling, thank you again and again..

:')

p/s : Yah, I do like you too. :)

Alhamdulillah

As-Salam.. 

Pagi yang indah. :)

Alhamdulillah masih bernafas, masih diberi kekuatan, masih bertenaga, masih boleh menggerakkan tubuh badan, masih boleh tersenyum. Alhamdulillah. 

Takziah kepada Arwah Mohd Amirul, adik kepada sahabatku Noor Azian, berita ni saya terima semalam, sangat2 lah mengejutkan, perasaan bercampur baur, moga Azian dan family cekal bersabar menerima pemergiaan arwah, dan saya hanya mampu meyedekahkan bacaan Yassin dan Al-Fatihah dengan harapan roh arwah dapat bersemadi dengan aman dan diampunkan dosa-dosanya.

Dah hampir tiga tahun jugak abah terselamat dari kemalangan yang lepas, tahun 2009 yang suram bagi kami sekeluarga, macam2 ujian yang diterima satu keluarga, kemalangan yang hampir meragut nyawa abah, keadaan kritikal. Namun syukur Alhamdulillah abah selamat, meskipun keadaannya tak sama seperti dulu. Banyak benda sudah berubah, keadaan takkan sama macam dulu lagi. 

Namun harus diakui, ada hikmah di sebalik yang berlaku, banyak benda dah berubah, abah dah berubah, in fact satu family dah berubah, ikatan antara kami bertambah erat, Alhamdulillah atas semua ujian ini Ya Allah.

Alhamdulillah.

:')

p/s : Andai mereka tahu.. 

Malam Kebudayaan India 2012

As-Salam..

Hachuuu!

Pardon me.. :P 

Having flu and fever.

Fever Hindustani, ahaha!

Well, last night me and frens joined a event, " Malam Kebudayaan India 2012, " at USM Kubang Kerian, Kampus Kesihatan.

It was a total blast! The show was great, superb perfomances by the Indian Cultural Society.

I was informed that this event had been held for the past 14 years! And this was my 1st time to join in this such event, it was great for me and personally getting to know more about their cultures gives at least a bit of useful knowledge.

Ok lets cut the crap. Enough me talks talks about me, lets jump into the show and see what its all about. Haha

Ok the theme for the show was " Colours  in Chorus; A Rangoli Repertoire ", nice, ay? :)

Rangoli is a folk art from India. These are decorative designs made on floors of living rooms and courtyards during Hindu festivals and are meant as sacred welcoming areas for the Hindu deities. *picture from Google.Images*

The Rangoli made on that night was great but sadly, I have no time and by the time we arrived, the show was about to begin, aish rugi rugi..

Then the show start, the MCs and VVIPs gave some warm welcome speech. Eh wait, I'm going to express my wow-ness feeling 1st, the minute we arrived, we was speechless. You see all the colours, decorations, the peoples, bunch of Indians were all dressed up cantik cantik, macam Hindustan I tell you. The saris, the jewelries, the bling bling, the girls-hot mamisita!, then the guys-well hello there handsome!, ahaha, emm I'm wondering how come aa on that night I finally realise that those Indian guys are actually handsome? Haha..

Feel like wanna say " Hi there, can I ask for your phone number..? " *haha, joking, joking!*

Actually, we felt so tiny tiny, wearing biasa-biasa aje, me just wore  a punjabi suits, tu pun pinjam Piraivadivu punye, hehe thanks Pirai btw. :) 

But nah, its okay, bukan nak sambut kitorang pun kan, we're just 'penyeri majlis', acewah, kononnye laa.. hehe

So lets posing again, being cam-whore is fun! Please have yourself a big bucket besides you, just to be prepare before you throw up. Ahaha!

Again, we were a bit late due to several 'technical problems', so can't make time to take more photos laa at the event, sayang laa because all the decorations, wallpapers, backdrops, props, statues, the curtains, the peoples, were all great. 

Nevertheless, we do enjoy the shows, its all worth the RM10 for the ticket. You see, its cheap la, no need to go to Dewan Budaya dah. Hehe

The show, it started off with the VVIPs given the honor to light up the Indian oil lamp, to symbolised the event was about to start and the honor to the Hindus culture.

We were entertained by the 1st performance, " Bharatham ", a classical dance from the South Indian State of Tamil Nadu, practiced predominantly in modern times by women is actually accompanied by classical Carnatic music. I found that this type of dance are difficult were one must move their feet, body, head, including hand gesture according to the rhythm, its started off very soft then bangg they all went 'crazy' in the music and dance. Haha

Then we got to replenished ourself with Nasi Kandar Khaleel, it was delicious but sadly I cant finish it due to dysphagia, having sore throat and stuffs. Rugi, rugi.. So I just ate this some kind of sweets, the doorgifts we got, it taste like milk, sweet, and its so soft, Lalita told me its something name Po..Po..what, I cant remember the name.. :P

The 2nd perfomance was " Fusion Dance", a fushion of four Indian traditional dances including the light dance, Silambattam (weapon-based), Mayilattam (peacock dance) and Kolattam (an ancient art perfomed with 2 sticks). This was great you see like we the Malays we got this Silat, bermain keris, lembing and etc, but  Indians also got this interesting martial arts defence. Its interesting and quite a nerve wracking seeing the weapons and moves.

Then we were entertained by with " Folk Dance ", also know as the village dance, this dance has always been a ccrowd pleaser as it potrays Indian music and dance at its best. It was fast paced music and quick footwork, our eyes were feasted upon colours and dances that pack a punch! haha. Remember the "Estet" film by Mamat Khalid? Remember how Farid Kamil and the heroin dance in the rubber estate? Haa, thats the closest example of Folk Dance. :)

Ahaha..Good stuffs.. Amma!

Then also this Theatre entittled, " Janckin Jack ", this story depicts the importance of knowing the past history. A teacher narrates the story of a cruel British Resident in the 1950s. It about a poor village boy Muthu, and his family comes across various obstacles and challenges to further his studies and become a successful lawyer. The show gave some importance values for the viewers such as the importance to always stand together to find peace, works hard and be courages to achieved the dream. As the saying goes, 'united we stand, divided we fall', right people.? :)

There were "Modern Dance", with the concept of bridging the old and the new, keep a look-out to some familiar songs from the West such as Party Rock Anthem_LMFAO, where you see all the dancers were shuffling on the stage, it was damn cool man, the crowd when crazy, the hall was up to the beat. *excluding we the Muslim, we just clapping and stuffs, mine your manners, ehehe* 

Plus, we got blasted away with some new age music, the songs from latest Hindustan Films, where got this dance, moves and others, I must admit that the dancers were working so hard on the stage, they were energetic, non-stop, ass-kicking man!

"..Everyday I'm shuffling.."
Cool, ay?! 

I was informed by the crews that they've been practicing for the past two months, despite their busy schedule and lecture classes, most of them are Medical students, they manages their time well, and produce an energetic perfomances. With that, I take my hats off. :)

The events was intersperse with the lucky draw session, the prizes were all up to grab, 'cause it's sponsored by many company such as Nokia handphones, Swiss Watches, furnitures, foods and beverages, treats packages, etc. As usual lah, I end up with none, guess I'm not the lucky one. Haha

The show was proceed with " Stand Up Comedy ", we were all laughed aour lungs out and have this six- packs abs after listening to the Sunil, the rising stand -up comedian, he was joking about many nowadays issues such as Facebook, Indian Films, etc. He was so funny and cute tho. Ahaha!

And finally the last perfomance, that the crowd been waiting for, the " Bhangra ", where you'll hear dhol music and can feel your your feet tapping, then get ready laa for the fiff-oriented popular music associated with the Punjabi culture guaranteed makes you want to get out of your chair, fuhh luckly there's glue on the top of our chair, otherwise we'll end up Bhangra-bhangraing laa that night. :P

The show ended at past 12midnight, we were all tired, I was having  fever on that night, surprisingly when the show begins, I dunno where its goes, then the minute I arrived at the hostel I got this chills, rigors, backache and plus plus, take PCM then dozed off. Thanked God I'm okay during the show and its not worsen.

So that's it the full report of the show, fun, ay?

I'm still dazzled by the show. The colours, I'll never forget that, gonna click on the SAVE button on the hippocampus, the temporal lobes, so that the memories will not be erase and stay in place. Oh, this is the first and the last show I guess, 'cause its the last year my stay in Kelantan. Oww.. 

Gonna miss the show. 

:)

p/s: Amma! :D